You know, for someone who claims to be a private person, I sure do open myself up for the world to see sometimes don't I? In my real life there are no more than 3 people I could have shared those thoughts and feelings with but in sharing them with you, my wonderful internet friends you have wrapped your arms around me and listened as I cried. For that I am so thankful. Your comments were full of kindness, understanding, and genuine concern. If you ever wonder if your comments really matter, please know that they do. They matter so much. Today was better than yesterday and tomorrow will be better than today.
I have a tiny... and when I say tiny I'm not joking...a tiny bit of work in progress to show. I sewed a few stitches. Pressed a few seams. Did a little cutting and made some progress on a project I am excited about and eager to complete. On a normal day I would have zipped through this and started on something else that's been waiting for my attention, but today I am satisfied with even the small amount of progress made. Baby steps toward getting back into things.
I'm a little bit reluctant to share this, just because I'm being fearful and neurotic, but I would also like to share something happy since I haven't done that in a while. Meet Toby.
In a moment of emotional spontaneity, Alyssa and I went to see this little guy. You know I had to bring him home. He will not replace Madden, but he's already finding his own unique place in our family.
I love him...Toby that is...
i wanna see the tiny bit O something you are working on!
Loves to Toby..MWAAAAAA
Posted by: Tanya Nichols | August 22, 2006 at 06:41 PM
Toby is just absolutely too cute for his own good!
Posted by: Megan | August 22, 2006 at 06:48 PM
Hello Toby!Make sure you look after Autum she needs some TLC!
Posted by: Kristy | August 22, 2006 at 06:58 PM
I am so happy to hear from you! Toby is adorable. Young life is good to have around.
Posted by: Angela | August 22, 2006 at 07:09 PM
Oh, he's a cutie!
Posted by: capello | August 22, 2006 at 07:10 PM
Welcome, little Toby! He's just so C-U-T-E!!!! Happy to see that you are starting to stitch again, and so glad you found a new little guy to hang out with you. New friends are always a good thing!
Posted by: Leanne | August 22, 2006 at 07:27 PM
Oh, sweet Toby- you lucked out in the family department.
He won't replace Madden, but I really think one good way to get over a lost love is a new love.
:)
Posted by: Alicia A. | August 22, 2006 at 07:29 PM
Woof! Welcome to the family, little guy.
Posted by: Danielle | August 22, 2006 at 07:40 PM
Oh- he's just ADORABLE!!! So very sorry to hear about Madden..haven't been able to check out my favorite blogs for a few days so I'm behind in getting this very very sad news. My heart goes out to you... although Toby won't replace him, he'll surely help heal that hurt. ((hugs))
Posted by: Sarah | August 22, 2006 at 07:42 PM
Welcome Toby! He's sooo cute.
Posted by: Sarah | August 22, 2006 at 07:59 PM
Toby is very, very cute :) And I'm glad to see that you're starting to craft again slowly ..
Posted by: Tania Ho | August 22, 2006 at 08:05 PM
Toby sure is a cutie. Happy you were able to sew again.
Posted by: Lori | August 22, 2006 at 08:11 PM
he's absolutely adorable!
Posted by: Jessica Hood | August 22, 2006 at 09:25 PM
Toby is very adorable!
Posted by: Chara Michele | August 22, 2006 at 10:52 PM
It's late and I don't want to make some blithe comment about the very harsh week you've been having. I will email you tomorrow when I can give you more time and speak more from my heart. I just wanted to post quickly here to say that I haven't forgotten you, and may God bless you and keep you.
Posted by: Chris Howard | August 22, 2006 at 11:11 PM
He is such a cutie. Looks like an old soul, so sweet! What kind of dog is he?
I am glad you are coming out of the fog and into the mist. Tomorrow, it just might burn away.
Posted by: kim in Camas - ScrapToMyLu | August 22, 2006 at 11:31 PM
Welcome Toby! I couldn't help noticing that your quilting and rotary cutter are the same colors as the adorable Toby and the yellow walls beyond!
Posted by: Lauren | August 23, 2006 at 12:18 AM
He is SO cute! I love the name Toby too, we almost named our 2nd son that! The day you posted about Madden, my Gipper had an accident (a swinging bat when no one thought he was nearby) and when I heard him SHRIEK all I could think of was Madden. He is fine, praise GOD, we watched him for a concussion for a long time. I'm glad you got Toby already. I know exactly what you meant about Madden, Gipper acts the same way to me. The breeder told me "girl dogs love you, a boy dog will be IN LOVE with you!" Blessings to you!
Posted by: Momma_Pajama | August 23, 2006 at 12:38 AM
Oh Toby is darling! I thought to myself that another puppy might be just the thing but didn't know if you even thought of that just yet. Glad to see the bit of sewing. Can't wait to see the rest.
Posted by: Harriett | August 23, 2006 at 12:39 AM
Awwww, he's so cute! Sometimes that is the best medicine.
Posted by: rohankitter | August 23, 2006 at 01:11 AM
We had a dog called Toby for 15 years,he was an unexpected arrival at our house and was wonderful. Welcome to your Toby and glad to see you back at the machine. Still thinking of you.
Posted by: wendy | August 23, 2006 at 03:46 AM
Oh my gosh those eyes! and those bitty little legs. What a cutie he is! What kind of dog is he?
Posted by: sueb | August 23, 2006 at 03:52 AM
Congratulations!!!! on the new addition to the family. How wonderful, hope he settles in quickly. And can't wait to see what you're working on.
Posted by: Flibbertygibbet | August 23, 2006 at 04:18 AM
Oh sweetie - I'm so glad to see that you are smiling again.
Young Toby is a cutie....that white blaze on his chest! I also love the juxaposition of that sweet, sweet baby face, and his tiny little tough guy stance (just look at how he's got those legs braced!)
You've been so much in my thoughts... Hope you continue to find things that bring you joy!
Posted by: lla | August 23, 2006 at 07:34 AM
Oh my goodness, that is one cutie patootey!!!
Posted by: Bonnie | August 23, 2006 at 07:55 AM